Worried, nervous, and anxious all at the same time

well my laparoscopic surgery is tomorrow. i should be sleeping, but i just can't. i met with the surgeon this morning, and i had to drive all the way to the big city (columbia). i HATE being late, and i was a little pissed 'cause i left in plenty of time - but there was an accident on the highway...someone asshole ran into a state trooper. sucks to be them - LOL!!

the surgeon said he may have to do a few MORE things down there...and he will try his best to make sure i can still have kids in the future. do what you have to, but just don't fuck up the "good pussy" and i'll be fine.

so now that i have reached the surgery date, i guess my fuckfest is over. i need to cool my cooter off for a bit anyway. i asked the surgeon how long of a recovery time (i.e. when can i have sex again, doc) and he said "it depends on what needs to be done". so i'm guessing it's gonna be a while :(

i have really had some fun just being free and letting my hair down these past two months. but now it's time to grow up and get down to business. i need to get back to my studies and pass my licensing exam and finish school so i can by my dream car.

i have to be at the hospital early as hell in the morning, so i guess i'll TRY & get some sleep.